Biracial, Bipolar, Bisexual (Bi, Bi, Bi) - Updated from June 2021
I know it has been a while since I spilled my guts so here is one for you. It was started in June 2021, but I just updated it a bit. During COVID, in particular, I had a core group of friends that always looked out for my best interest, assisting me in all that I had to do, while also protecting me from myself . You see, I have this nasty voice in my head that sometimes still says... "You would be better off dead!" As many of you know, I mainly stayed in my house throughout the last couple years. However, during COVID I was invited to stay with my friend for a month - he helped me to get some weight back on and not to kill myself. I was also able to escape to another friend's quiet home in Maryland for a bit - he also helped me to get around, sometimes by carrying me. It was nice to have a change of pace instead of just sitting in my house. So this was all around the start of COVID, so it was not until I received the COVID-19 vaccination that I felt like I could breathe
